If you have put your One Year of Hope down as I have, it is time to pick it back up! I am sorry that I let you guys down by not continuing forward, but I really needed to spend my time letting go of the days' stress for awhile there. I hope that you haven't lost your book! I hope that you will join us again!
I get the question, "Are you going to have any more kids?" asked often. Since finding out Magdalena's diagnosis it was always a tough question to answer. We had always envisioned ourselves with multiple children, but there was always the lingering thought of having to endure this difficult situation again. Although it is less than a one percent chance that we would have another child with T18, the percentage still exists. When pregnant, I said multiple times that I couldn't do this again and my mom constantly reminded me that it is not always that difficult. Being pregnant was physically uncomfortable, but I was referring to the constant emotional exhaustion. As Magdalena continued to do well, Noah and I weren't sure when to begin thinking about other children. Noah and I discussed that I would work really hard at losing my weight, but I was willing to be five pounds more than what I was originally. People poked fun at my not eating Magdalena's birthday cakes...
I have skimmed ahead some but I wanted to wait for you. So, yay! It's a hard subject but I'm glad you're picking it back up again. When will you post your next entry?
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