O Love That Will Not Let Me Go

These are just a few of the pictures of March of Dimes. As you have heard all over the news, Mississippi had some bad storms hit, and it was expected in my area but never came. They cancelled the walk at 6, but after seeing continuous sunshine everyone was called back out there to walk. It was sad not seeing everyone because of the unique situation, but we all had a blast. There will be a party this Thursday for all of the teams. This year our team worked hard, and together we raised $12, 700 for the March of Dimes! Thanks to everyone who helped us get there! Caroline pushing Walt's stroller The Schulte Family Me and My Little Man Friends after a long day

I was sent a request to post this video so that more people can become aware of SMA. I don't know more than what I saw in the video, but it is powerful. Even through my blog you realize that a rare genetic disorder can happen to anyone, and it is a sad thing to watch your child suffer. I do not believe in chance, luck, or coincidence. God has a special purpose for any type of suffering. I do believe that God uses organizations like the March of Dimes, whether Christian or not, to carry out his plan. I do not know much about this particular organization, but it is good for us all to be aware and to be thankful for the blessings that God gives us. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4LpJs5I6uAI&feature=player_embedded http://www.bebessentials.com/index.html

We are in our last week of raising money for the March of Dimes for this years walk on April 24! Please consider joining our team and walking with us, giving a donation (www.marchforbabies.org/julieroberts), or buying a t-shirt (cost is $18 with $10 from every shirt will be donated to MOD)!!!

Noah spoke more freely of where we were going to go before we left while I was much more hesitant. I didn't want too many questions asked that would make me lose my courage before I got there. We went to a Respite Retreat in the country in TN held by Nancy and David Guthrie for those who have lost a child. http://www.nancyguthrie.com/retreats/ It was definitely emotionally exhausting for all of us there. The first night and next morning, after chatting to get to know one another a little, everyone shared their stories. Everyone cried for everyone there, and we began to carry each others burdens. There is a special bond between parents who have lost a child because it is a pain like no other and for those who feel the same, there is no need to put a front on. Noah and I had to deal with many issues: Giving grace to our friends, Learning how to respond to questions without sucking the air out of the room, How to deal with those who don't understand, How to not let the grie...

Easter is such a bittersweet time for our family. Noah and I know in our minds that because of this special holiday is the reason why we will be reunited with Magdalena in heaven. Jesus is alive, and he is holding her now! But on these special days we are reminded of our loss. These are days when families come together to celebrate, and our hearts ache for her wishing she were here with us. It is like my world just starts spinning out of control when a holiday approaches, and trying to manage everyday life, act normal, smile with everyone else just piles in on me. But just as I will be doing for the rest of my life, I am learning to live this new way, and slowly it will become easier. Because of God's grace, we have our special Walt to keep us distracted and give us so many smiles and fills our house full of laughter. Walt loves being Super Baby, and he loves to not have his clothes on, so this is his favorite pose! Loli and Walt are hanging out watching Caroline and ...